Best Relations Are Always Complicated

Having someone who you like at hand’s reach but never reachable? Yup, you read that right!

Let’s revisit the nasty sting that we realised at the moment of missing someone we thought had no influence yet was a great influence on you!

I keep wondering why it happens so fast?

We meet the best person, share how we feel about the day, playlists, easy to cook dishes, regular places to eat, family matters…. The relationship escalates even before we realise it did!

Now sharing everything with that person (addiction) is a habit. Hereafter I rename the person as an addiction.

Every addiction has a reason. Some have failures, disappointments, depression and others are extremely happy. My addiction was happiness…

The sort of happiness we experience in a night drive on a lonely road. You are alone and vulnerable but still you like the silence. The dark sky that camouflages all the ugliness around. My addiction covered the bad things that I was experiencing.

I had a bad day but my addiction made me have a lesser bad day!

I hated certain people, my addiction made sure to be around!

I was deeply hurt but my addiction was supportive and understanding!

I was judged but my addiction let me be me!

So…

The overall experience with my addiction, it was more than great! But surprisingly, my addiction left me one day.

Suddenly, just like that…. No more connections, no strings, nothing… Only deep emptiness and unreturned texts!

Hopeless right?!

It’s not that something or someone decided not to think about you anymore. It is the desperate hope that we muster, thinking things will go back to normal.

Biggest scam of civilization is making us believe that things will change, situations will come around or people will start caring more.

It wont darling!

We are left alone… desperately hoping that we might experience change even if you are damn sure of “do-not-disturb” signs!

But all we have is a pair of eyes searching for answers, just…. Just to prove our own gut feelings are wrong.

Let’s get to the other side of the story. The addiction’s side of story…

We complicate!

Be it anyone, we complicate the best relationships.

Just to leave the other person drowning in a sea of nothingness…

Best relationships are always complicated.

Stop complicating and start living!

You are just a step away from rubbing every sign of hope, someone has to live, love and learn.

Be the smile!

Why are all best relationships complicated?

I have been to both the ends. I was an addiction to some and addicted to some others.

Both sucks!

True. You have the free-will.

You can leave a narcissist – no questions asked but why leave a gentleman and wipe out the last bit of happiness he has.

You traumatised a good person by LEAVING!

So what really happened to me?

My addiction left two hours ago, adding a deeper cut to already damaged goods!

You cannot define some addictions… I don’t want to label what this addiction was all about but the sort of addiction that was surely missed.